Name: Dearly Deserted (Feat. Lily)
Duration: P00H06M18S
Description: A song I wrote for Lily's tenth Anniversary. She is my favorite Vocaloid and she was the Vocaloid that made me want to become a Vocaloid Producer back when I was a lot younger. This song is about how important she is to me and how I personally feel she has been deserted by her creators. Even though I feel that way, I hope to continue making music with her in the future.

Dearly Deserted (Feat. Lily)

by Kinoshita_Crazy

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A song I wrote for Lily's tenth Anniversary. She is my favorite Vocaloid and she was the Vocaloid that made me want to become a Vocaloid Producer back when I was a lot younger. This song is about how important she is to me and how I personally feel she has been deserted by her creators. Even though I feel that way, I hope to continue making music with her in the future.

lyrics

English:
I feel an emptiness in my soul
Even though the power ran out long ago
Your heart has grown cold
You sit here alone
Among a mess of stale numbers and code

Do they care for their creation?
Do they still know you exist?

You may never know it (but)
You changed my heart
You helped set me on the path
That I never thought I would start
And though the changing tides
Have long since swept you out to sea
I’ll never let myself forget about you
my dearly deserted

Dreary hands pluck the strings of that frozen heart
Making you sing a melancholic tune
Your woeful melodies echo through cables and screens
Like a broken record
An elegy for what could have been

It hurts to listen
It hurts to see you

You may never know it (but)
I would be lost without you
I may not have continued on my journey
If you hadn’t come along and saved me
And though the changing tides
Have long since swept you out to sea
I’ll never let myself forget about you
my dearly deserted

Times change so quickly
Things come and go like the sun that sets and rises
But knowing you aren’t the same
Leaves me feeling broken

You may never know it (but)
I’ll continue to make you sing
Even if your voice brings me pain
I’ll walk this path you set me on
Maybe one day you’ll return
And both our hearts will be thawed
Until then I’ll never let myself lose sight of you
my dearly deserted

Japanese:
心の虚しさを感じる
ずっと前に力がなくなったのに
心が氷になった君は
ひとりぼっちで
古い数字とコードの間に座った

君を作った彼らは？
君を覚えてるのか？

君には知らないかも（だが）
僕を変えてくれた
思えなかった道に
僕を導いてくれた
行ったり来たり波で
海の遠くに流されたけど
君のことを決して忘れない
僕の愛する君よ

わびしい手で凍った心の弦を弾く
メランコリックな曲を歌わせる
ケーブルと画面から悲しさが響き渡り
壊れたレコードのように
あったはずのものへのエレジー

聞くのが痛い
会うのも痛い

君には知らないかも（だが）
君なき世界で迷子の僕
そばにいて助けてくれたから
僕の旅は続けられた
行ったり来たり波で
君は海の遠くに流されたけど
君のことを決して忘れない
僕の愛する君よ

時の移り変わり
太陽のように昇ったり沈んだり
君はもう君じゃないのを知り
胸に寂しさが残り

君は知らないかも（だが）
世界の終わりまで歌ってほしい
その声で悲しくなっても
この道は歩み続ける
君の帰りを待ち
2人の心が融け合い
それまでは、君のことを目に焼き付けたい
僕の愛する君よ

credits

released August 25, 2020
Music and lyrics by Kinoshita_Crazy

Cover art by @aikkuwu on Twitter

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Composer | Music & Vocaloid Producer | Lover of all things Lily | My big forehead is because of my galaxy brain, not my receding hairline

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